Attitude meets Arrogance - Episode 60

 

Ariana's POV
I was ready to get into bed when Jaxon slammed the door open into my room, his face wet in tears...

From the way he was shaking in rage, I was sure it was something to do with Ciara.

When will he get to that thick skull of his that Ciara is already taken?? How many times will he still sleep and not wake up to reality??..

"What now????" I asked in a bored tone only for him to take the flower vase beside it and smashed it on the wall...

Now this was serious...

"Jaxon are you crazy???? Do you want to wake everyone up????" I scolded..

"That guy is a traitor. Why did he have to kiss her???" He yelled, clenching his fists....

Nice job Ciara, finally you realised you have a husband and now Jaxon can  notice me...

"What are you talking about???.I am not following???" I pretended not to understand what he was saying...

"Jaxon???" I walked to him and lifted his chin up, "Talk to me!!!"

"I found Jordan and Ciara making out in Jordan's art room.."He snapped," I was worried sick about her but no. She had to give herself to him. What about me??? Doesn't she care how I feel??? She was just almost molested in the morning couldn't she wait???" He shook me that I felt dizzy...

"Jaxon calm down. How many times should I tell you that Ciara has moved on and you should too???" I yelled at him and pushed his hands off my shoulders...

"I know Jordan forced her to do it..."

How foolish can this man be???I wonder what made me fall for him. If that was what was giving him sleepless nights then what I was about to tell him will give him a heart attack...

I walked to the table lamp and took the brown envelope that was lying there...

"Here, this is what should be giving you sleepless nights. Not your brother's marriage..." I threw the envelope on his face and before it could fall, he held it..

"What's this???" He asked as he wiped his tears with the back of his hands...

"Open it!!!"

When he read the content inside the envelope, he almost collapsed...

"What kind of madness is this???" He staggered backwards...

"Yes Jaxon, it's true. I am one month pregnant...." I said boldly.

"We are going to be parents Jaxon.." I said excitedly as I walked towards him..

I tried to take his hand and place it on my stomach but he drew it back like it was on fire...

"You are lying Ariana. I thought you said you were on your safe days..." He stammered..

"I thought so too but sh*t happened Jaxon. You should forget about Ciara and think about our unborn baby..." I smiled at him but he glared at me with annoyance...

He walked to me ensuring we were nose to nose and said the words no woman would expect from the father of her unborn baby...

"I want you to get rid of this baby. I didn't tell you not to be careful, I can't be the father of a child who doesn't belong to Ciara.." His voice grated harshly and I couldn't hold the tears falling down my cheeks...

"How heartless can you be???" I said in almost a spiteful whisper...

"You said you were on your safe days. I asked you if we should use a c*ndom and you said that we are safe. And now you stand here and proudly tell me you are pregnant????" I have never heard him yell like that that he  startled me...

"Jaxon don't do this to me please!!!" I tried getting close to him but he moved back..

"You thought you would trap me into marrying you then you are mistaken...I won't take responsibility of this bastard..." I could see anger in his cold blooded eyes...

"Jaxon???" I sobbed, "How can you call our baby a bastard????" I could feel a stabbing pain in my heart....

I ran to him and cupped his face but he didn't even have the courage to look into my eyes...

"Get rid of that mistake....." He pushed me back that I fell on the floor and stormed off...

I tried calling him but he didn't come back. Was I a fool to think, he would accept us??? I thought he would be happy that he was becoming a father...

What am I going to do???? I can't ab*rt my baby, I felt like it was a fruit of our love....

I sat at the middle of the room with knees pulled up to my chest. I couldn't believe he had the audacity to tell me to ab*rt our baby.

I thought he was different but no, he is just the same like other men...No matter what I tried to do, I couldn't stop my tears was falling.

My heart was shattered. I thought he would happy, take me in his arms and shout to the whole world that he was going to become a father...

Why did the best thing in my life suddenly feel like a mistake??? Why did me and Jordan find ourselves between a cursed love??? We both loved them so much but they loved each other and can't be together .

Indeed the love I feel for him has given him the power to break me...He was the one who came to me, I didn't go to him.

He was the one who wanted us to make love so as he would forget her but now that I am pregnant, it's my fault. How dare he do that to me????

I stood up and begun throwing everything out of its place making my room messy.I didn't know how to get rid of the pain I was feeling....

He disappointed me. I didn't expect that from him...I tried screaming it out but nothing.. I tried punching the bed so hard but nothing...

Nothing could take away the pain and betrayal I was feeling deep inside......

One month ago...
They had had an argument with Ciara whereby she pushed him away after telling him some terrible things..

As a man he felt his ego was bruised and the only place he could seek comfort was in my arms...

He stormed into my room panting angrily...
Before I could ask him what Ciara had done, he walked to where I was standing and he begun kissing me...

I would be lying if I said I didn't want to kiss him back...
Since I didn't want to look desperate, I pulled back..

"Jaxon, what's happening???This is not the right way to get over your anger..."

I expected him to move back and apologise but instead he carried me in a bridal style and gentle placed me on the bed..

"Jaxon???" He cuts me off by kissing my lips, I tried resisting him only to find myself giving in.

I sat up and he pulled the T-shirt I was wearing over my head before pushing me hard onto the bed. He then took off everything he was wearing and started kissing me again...
I brought my hands to his neck and hair but he grabbed them gently and placed them back down by my sides...

He neither spoke nor even looked at me...

He stopped kissing my lips and moved to my jawline, neck and collarbone. Kissing every inch of it...

I was desperate to use my hands, when I tried to lift them up he whispered into my ear,"Easy gorgeous...."

I nodded with no hesitation....His hands moved all over my body and our breathing became rough and fast....

"Do you want us to do this????" He asked, kissing my chest.
"Yes love, don't stop..." I said in a moan...

"Let me wear a c*ndom..." He said and drew back only for me to pull him back in his initial position.

"I am on my safe days, we don't need protection..." I replied desperately. I wanted us to make love already...

"Are you sure???" He confirmed and I nodded, pulling him so close for a kiss...

He removed my underwear and within seconds he was inside me...My breathing was changing with every thrust...My mo*ns were timed to his body. That night wasn't like any other night...

We were all sweaty by the time he was lying beside me...
"Damn Ciara, how could she tell me I was the worst man she has ever met???"

Seriously was that the first thing he was going to say after the passionate moment we have shared...

"What did she do now???" I asked in annoyance...If only he knew how mad I get everytime he talks about Ciara. Can't he see, the girl doesn't want him.

"I was just checking up on her but as usual she snapped at me. All in all that felt good and I feel better. I will head to my room now..Goodnight.."

Without even a hug or a kiss, he got dressed and left.
For a moment I felt like a fool, the nigga literally used me to forget about what Ciara told him..
But it's not like he forced me, i wanted it and I will cherish the moments forever.

I never got my periods but I was cool since it wasn't the first time I missed my periods.
I thought luck was on my side as usual until I started having nausea, frequent urination and fatigue three weeks later...

I googled pregnancy symptoms and what I was feeling was the same with what I was reading. I immediately bought a pregnancy kit and it came out positive...

Thinking it was faulty, I bought another one and still the results were the same. Scared out of my skin, I went to the hospital and it was confirmed. I was going to be a mum..

For the past one week I was looking for a way, I would break the good news to Jaxon. Unfortunately, it didn't go as planned.

By now, I was no longer crying but on the bed hugging my teddy bear so tight. I was in a dilemma on what to do. Where do I begin???

Jaxon's POV
I couldn't believe my eyes when I read the report.
Was I really going to be a father??

But she told me she was on her safe days. How could she ruin my life like this???Ciara wasn't going to forgive me. I have betrayed her so bad..

Why do I keep making one mistake after the other???
When I was walking to my room, I bumped into her getting into their room and didn't have the courage to look into her eyes...

I hurriedly got into my room and slammed the door.
I walked around in circles thinking about Ariana and my unborn baby.

If she ab*rts it, nobody will ever find out and Ciara wouldn't be mad at me..

What if we give it for adoption??? But how will we hide the pregnancy from everyone???Her baby bump will surely sell us out.

Ab*rtion is the best option. I will take her to the best hospital and she won't be in danger.
Am I really going to kill my baby??? What am I going to do???

I have always craved to be a dad but not like this. Why do I have a feeling Ariana wanted to trap me??? I sat on my bed, my hands on my head.

For once in my life I didn't know what to do. If only pregnancies would be transmitted, I would tell her to give it to Ciara...Why didn't Ciara get pregnant when we had sex??

Why did I have s*x with her??? Why couldn't I control myself??? What kind of mess is this???I really need a strong drink.

I grabbed my car keys and dashed out of my room. I needed hell lots of fun to forget my predicament...

A/N How was the chapter guys????