Attitude meets Arrogance - Episode 66

 

Ciara's POV
"Your husband is really possesive of you..." Alpha commented the moment we drove out of the gate...

I could feel a smile at the corner of my lips when I remembered the silly questions he asked Alpha ..If only he knew how cute he looked when acting all jealous...

I wish I could get lost into those hazel eyes of his.. Has someone ever told him, he has this beautiful smile and when he laughs it sounds like ripples...Why does he loves wearing black and navy blue suits, other colours could look good on him too...

"Ciara???" Alpha called me out, forcing me out of my crazy thoughts...
"Yes???" I scratched above my left eyebrow, feeling embarrassed...

Was I just thinking about Jordan??? Focus Ciara, don't think about him . You have to leave all the memories and anyone with the name Marcias after seven months. 

"You were smiling like you had won a lottery. Do you care to share what is making you happy????" He asked...

"I just thought about my mum, I miss her alot..."

"Finally your husband has stopped following us..How did you even marry him??? He is arrogant and you on the other hand are sweet, caring and charming..."

"Opposites attract Alpha. Plus he is the best husband in the whole universe." For the first time I defended Jordan and it felt right...

Alpha also had a small fashion studio in his apartment...He was busy in the living room working on his new song while I perfected some sketches I had made not long ago...

"Hey Miss busy, do you care to have some pizza??? I know you starving..." He stated after he flung the door open..

"Did you read my mind???I am starving...." I immediately dropped the pencil on the table and walked to where he was...
"Do you care for a selfie???" I asked and he just shrugged placing his arm around my shoulder..

Jordan has a tendency of going through my Instagram post and I wanted to make him a little jealous

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. I know it was wrong but it felt amazing seeing him draw boundaries with Alpha when it came to me..

After we took the selfie, I posted it on Instagram and wrote #Chilling with my handsome boss or is it the prince with the golden voice??

I waited for him to call or text but he didn't..Even after some fans stated Alpha and I were a perfect couple, he still didn't call or text me...Or he was just pretending with Alpha to show him that he owned me???? But the jealousy in his eyes seemed genuine...

Ciara, what's happening to you???. Don't bother about what he thinks...Don't feel uneasy, he ain't worth it...

It was ten minutes to six and I had finished working on the sketches. I took my purse and headed to the living room only to find Alpha holding a teddy bear...

"I didn't know you love teddy bears???" I chuckled...
"Actually it's yours. I heard girls love teddy bears .." He handed it to me..

"But......"
"Its nothing, just take it...." He butted in.. At first I was reluctant since I didn't want Jordan thinking I am entertaining him. I was happy with making Jordan jealous but not to this extremes...

"I will head home now, it's getting late..." I begun walking towards the door when he held my hand," I will take you home.

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. It wouldn't be good of me to let a beautiful girl like you go home alone...."

"Okay..." I drew my hand back and walked out of the apartment...I didnt  know why I felt uneasy until I saw Jordan come out of his car...

As anticipated, he grabbed the teddy bear from me and threw it at Alpha..I wanted to talk, take the teddy bear back from Alpha but my brain just froze..

"I want you to quit that job.." He ordered but I just ignored him and faced the window...

Immediately he drove out of Alpha's estate, he parked the car on the side of the road..

"Ciara, did you hear what I just said????" He asked in a spiteful whisper and I just ignored him...

I didn't want to talk and say something I would regret...
"Ciara, I am talking to you???" He turned my face towards him..

"Alpha would have gladly drove me home.." I told him between gritted teeth...
"I want you to stop working for that man, do you hear me????" He slammed the steering wheel and I got scared a little bit...

I enjoyed his jealousy earlier but now it had turned into childishness...
"I will think I will take a cab from here...."

I tried to open the door but he took my hands into his,"You are not going anywhere..." He whispered seductively. He was now calmer..

"In how many forms will you rip my heart apart????" He brought his lips closer and brushed them with mine, "Can't you see that I care for you???"

"Jordan, what are you doing???" I asked in a hoarse voice.. His closeness was taking away all of my senses...
"Ssshhh!!!!!" He kissed me and I found myself placing my arms around his neck...It felt like my emotions were everywhere and I didn't want to stop...

I don't know what was happening to me but I loved it. It felt awesomely amazing .

He begun trailing kisses down my neck and I felt weak on my knees like cooked noodles...
"Stop!!!!" I pleaded in a shaky voice,"This is wrong Jordan..."

"But we are married...."He placed his forehead on mine...
"And divorcing in seven months, let's not build false hopes..."

Immediately I said that he pulled away and rested his head on the seat...I know I had ruined the moment that felt right but we were both in limbo...

"I will take a cab home..." I unbuckled the seatbelt, hoping he would stop me but he didn't...
I walked out of the car and luckily found a cab driving out of Alpha's estate...

When the cab driver begun driving, I looked back and Jordan was still there...Did I do anything wrong??? Was I mean??? But all I said was the truth...

I could feel my tears burning at the back of my eyes as I touched the lips..It felt like sparks on my fingers, his lips are so warm and juicy....The kiss felt drugging....

"Excuse me madam, we have arrived...." The driver shook me and brought me back to reality. I can't believe I was fantasizing about me and Jordan making love. How silly can I be??? I smiled sheepishly and paid the cab driver...

When I got to the mansion, I found mum and granny in the living room watching their favourite reality show..
"Hey mama??? Hey Granny???"I hugged them respectively and kissed their cheeks..
"Where is Jordan???" Mum asked...

"I haven't seen him since morning, he is probably in the office..." I stammered, looking everywhere but not at her...
"Isn't that dress too short my angel??" Granny asked, trying to pull it down...

"I asked her the same thing in the morning but what do I know..."Jordan replied behind me..

Finally he was home, I was worried sick...
"I will go freshen up..." I walked past him and headed upstairs...

When I was about to get into our room, Ariana and Jaxon came out of his room laughing like their lives depended on it.

I could feel jealousy swelling inside me...Yes, I gave them my blessings but that doesn't mean they should rub it in...

"Hey Ciara???" Ariana greeted me all syked up..
"Hey guys..." I tried to act all calm...

"You remember your promise about my wedding dress???" She asked and I just nodded...

"How is you Ciara????" Jaxon asked calmly and I sent him what looked like a smile, "Am fine thank you. If you would excuse me, I am very tired..."

The moment I got inside the room, my chest yanked in and out as tears rolled down the corner of my eyes...

Be strong Ciara, this is your reality....I took deep breaths calming my nerves..
After I came out of the bathroom after my shower, I found Jordan resting on the bed. His hands were behind his head and  eyes glued on the ceiling...

"Are you going to marry Alpha after we divorce???" I halted when he asked that question..
"Jordan, the divorce thing was your idea in the first place..." I spoke calmly.

I was too tired to even argue with him...
"How many times have we kissed??? Three or four times??? And every time we do, we begin acting weird like it is a sin..." He chuckled, his eyes still focused on the ceiling...

"I have never complained when we kiss..Maybe we got carried away or it is just a mistake..."

I suddenly felt his hand grasp mine,"So everything is a mistake to you???Everything that concerns me is a mistake???"

"No, I didn't mean that.." I turned my head to him," I can kiss you as many times as i want because your kisses are like a drug.." I c*ressed his cheek and he gently closed his eyes..

I felt like an imaginary magnet was  pulling closer and closer to him that there was no inches between us..I snaked my arm around his neck and rested my head on his chest... All of a sudden I wanted to be so close to him...

I needed comfort, to feel loved.. Immediately Jordan dropped my hand and wrapped his arms around my body...

I felt alot of emotions at once and every single one of them making me forget how to breath..I felt home, I felt at peace...

We remained silent as I listened to his fast beating heart...
I had closed my eyes and gotten lost in the moment when Jordan pulled back and ran out of the room...

What happened??? Did I do anything wrong??? I suddenly felt cold and lonely the moment he pulled from me...

I was feeling a magnitude of emotions that I want used to. Apparently it felt good, I shook off any evil thought wanting to ruin my blissful state and lied on the bed smiling from one ear to another....

Jordan POV
I don't know what's happening to me today...In the car earlier I couldn't hold back my love for her.
The fear of losing her was driving me crazy..She had become my life and without her I am a lifeless lonely man..

As she rested her head on my chest, I wanted to lift her chin up and give her a fiery passionate kiss.
The urge to kiss and caress her was becoming uncontrollable...I had these wild thoughts of us making love by the beach...

Jordan, why are raising your hopes up???Stay away from her for your own good.
But how should I stay away from her???Everytime I stay away, I get more closer to her...

I paced to and fro in the office waiting for midnight so as I can sneak back in the room when she is asleep..

I don't know for how long I can submerge these feelings from here??? I don't know for how long I can act like I don't care??? I want her close to me, wrapped up in my arms but it's just a dream..