Dysfunctional - Episode 25

 

Sommy's POV

We kissed again. This time it was better than the first cause it was individually intended. I totally forgot my lips were locked in another woman's property. Bosco kissed me like I've never been kissed.
 After a while he stopped looking at me with remorse on his face. "Isabel" I called out as a reminder and he nodded.
"I'm sorry" I apologized, "I'm sorry too" he answered and we both stood up.
"I don't know what came over me" he added, "We can always act like it didn't happen"
"Not a second time. The first time was logical, now it's just crazy" 
"You kissed me first, don't look at me"
"I know.... I just don't know why I did"
"The beach is a romantic place to be, that's why I told you to come with Isabel. Bringing me along was a bad idea" I answered walking away and he followed me.
"Isabel wouldn't have made Joseph happy, she wouldn't have pulled that stunt you did to get that girl to talk to him"
"What's your point?" I stopped looking at him in the eyes.
"Why did you kiss me back?" "Actions and reaction..Isaac Newton's third law of motion. Besides I didn't want to waste a good kiss" I answered trying to conceal my feelings. 
"Sommy there's something happening to me, and I just... " He trailed off and my heart pounded. I didn't know what to expect.
"I can't explain it, Sommy I think I'm having feelings for you" he confessed and I moved backwards. I thought I was the only one. 
"You probably have your mind muddled up" "You don't feel it too?"
"Feel what? I don't feel shit" I lied still walking away and i felt a hand drag me back into his arms. 
Bosco kissed me once again and we shared yet another passionate kiss slowly moving backwards until we leaned on a background used for photoshoot.  I pulled back looking at him. 
"Do you feel that?"
I kept quiet, "What does it matter?" "Do you feel the same way I do, just answer the damn question"
"You mean do I feel the need to kiss you now and then, or see you every time. Do I miss you even when you just walked out of my office. Yes I do. It's crazy but I do feel this.... Whatever it is" I paused shaking my head. 
"It's not love, it can't be."
"Why?" He asked, "Because you're madly in love with Isabel" I snapped. I saw him shut his eyes in pain. "Urgh! I don't even know what I feel anymore" he exclaimed.
"I'm not even your type, remember you told me you're not  into skinny girl?"
"I don't even know what I want anymore. I honestly don't care if you're skinny." "You have Isabel"
"Yet I want to explore that possiblity with you"
"That's called cheating"
"I'm not talking about cheating" he answered and it finally dawned on me that he had it in mind to break off his relationship with Isabel.
"You're not seriously thinking of it"
"I am thinking of it.... I love Isabel but lately I've been thinking, what if she's not the one I'm meant to be with"
"Okay" i paused, it was all happening too fast. I didn't know how to react.
"Remember when you sniffed my neck the other day, Sommy I felt something I've never felt before with Isabel, it more like an erection" he answered and I rolled my eyes. This confession was a eye-opener for me.
Bosco wasn't in love with me, he's only in love with the possibility he might get well from being with me.
I cared less about the good news that moment. "For a second there, I thought your feelings were genuine"
"They are"
"Who do you love the most?" I asked, "Isabel or me?" "I like you" he answered and i faked a chuckle. 
"I don't want to be someone's second choice or the girl he broke up with her for, so I'll advise you remain with your Isabel"
"Sommy"
"Let's not ruin the happy moment" "The only thing that would make me happy right now is kissing you"
"That's called cheating"
"I feels right in a wrong way" he answered and i shook my head. "Can we pretend this didn't happen?"
"I can't pretend, I'm sorry I can't. We need to sort our feelings out"
"Way to ruin it all Bosco, we better start leaving" I proposed then I thought of Joseph. I didn't want to ruin his fun.
"I'll be In the car" I snapped and he passed his car keys over to me and I walked away. I entered into his car busting in tears.
I felt hurt but I didn't understand why. Was it because of Isabel or the fact I just played a party to a cheating relationship or the fact that he doesn't really love me and he's just wants to explore.
I suddenly began to think of what he said about the erection and how I could make things better but the truth is, I had something a lot more different and drastic in mind. 
It's high time I sort my feelings out.

Bosco's POV

After Sommy left me at the beach, thoughts streamed through my mind. I wish I didn't pull the kiss move the second and third time. But it was good i had to admit to myself. It was very good.
I love Isabel but there's something different about the way I felt for Sommy, i wasn't sure if it was love but I was ready to give it a try.
Her theory that I only wanted to explore started to make sense.
 What if I don't even love her and all I want is to get free from this condition and be a man for once in my life.
We left later in the day. It was a quiet drive home for me. Sommy sat at the back seat with Joseph and she only spoke to him about the new girl he met, her name was Teni.
"What's up with you and Senior? You're both acting weird" he asked and I heard Sommy scoff. 
"We're fine" she answered. Deep down she k new we weren't. 
"I saw the kiss"
"It was just one playful kiss" she answered and Joseph laughed. "How would you explain the second one by the beach?" He asked. "It was a mistake" she answered.
"Your brother has a girlfriend and we both regret our actions and we know it would never happen again"
I dropped Sommy at the nearest bus-stop to her street then i drove off. "You like her right?" I heard Joseph asked and I sighed.
 "Why then do you stick around with Isabel?"
"I love Isabel"

On Monday morning I received a call informing me that the Therapy Clinic has changed my therapist. I drove over to find out how t rue the information was. 
This clearly had Sommy's handprint on it. I walked towards her office where I found Filda on a call. 
"I'll call you back"  she said to the caller then stood up nervously. "Good morning Sir" "I want to see Sommy" I requested and she shook her head.
"She doesn't want to see you"
"Filda"
"She said she'll fire me for real of i let you in but when I've I ever cared about that? You can go in Sir" "Thanks" I replied storming into her office. She had the whole office upside down.
"I couldn't believe my eyes"
"I told Filda not to let you in"
"What are you doing?"
"I'm looking for something.. I'll arrange it eventually but I don't when but I will. What are you doing here?"
"I got a call from the clinic that my therapist has been changed but I'm sure it's all one big misunderstanding"
"It's not" she answered, "I had Lawrence change it"
"Why?"
"I realized that I can't do this anymore. The more I see you the more difficult it is for me to forget about you and I want to" "Why?"
"Are you seriously asking that question?" She paused, "Bosco for starters, you have a girlfriend you love"
"I don't want another therapist" "Too bad, we'll refund your money back" "I don't want refunds"
"I'm I missing something here?" She asked, "If you don't want another therapist or refunds either, what do you want?"
"You" i answered moving close to her, "I want you" i placed my palm on her cheek. I saw her shake her head, "Bosco no" she whispered trying to pull resistance but I so wanted to kiss her.
I've thought of it all Sunday even in Church. 
I leaned in then kissed on her mouth. We lingered then I wrapped her arms around her waist. 
She slowly stroked my arm then I lifted her up placing her on the table. It reminded me of when I caught her with Joshua but I didn't care. I was driven by passion and a mission. I needed to feel the same way I did the other day. I needed something extreme to feel the same way I did.
Or was I imagining things?? Some textbooks fell to the ground but that was the least if m y worry.
 My tongue slipped in her mouth and a mo*n escaped her mouth. I c*ressed her neck while she wrapped her hands around my neck kissing me on the neck. 
Suddenly I felt it again, I didn't want to stop. I slowly unbuttoned her shirt and she pushed me away. "I'm sorry" she apologized. "Please don't stop please" I begged and she shook her.
 "Isabel...it's wrong, this is wrong. I'm no different from Joshua" "I felt again okay?" I said and she looked down at my trousers. 
"It's not  a full grown bulge" I answered in shame mixed with a little pride. "It's different" I added and I saw her cover her hands with her mouth. 
I wasn't sure of it was out of shock, I didn't know why. "I wanna know if it can go beyond this. I don't need another therapist"
"This doesn't make sense...how is this possible? Isabel is a full grown woman, she's s*xy anyman would get turned on by her"
"You haven't met her".
"There's Facebook Bosco," she sighed then stretched her hands at me then she started buttoning up.
 "Okay.. have you tested it on Isabel"
"It didn't work. You're my only test subject now" I replied then slapped my  forehead. "Sorry not test subject...I didn't mean it that way" 
"I feel used" she answered then picked up a green card on the floor. It probably fell from one of the books that fell to the ground. "At least your coming here served a purpose." She muttered then walked over to the door then opened it. 
"You've overstayed your welcome, you have to leave" she demanded and I shut my eyes in regret. I shouldn't have said test subject.
"You should know what I meant" I answered walking out of the office.
"Sorry but the last time I checked, I don't read minds. Just go back to Isabel. What you feel is not real. You said it yourself. I'm just your test subject" I snapped.
"It was a mistake" I answered then she shut the door against my face.
"Any luck?" Filda asked, "Sorry, stupid question, she just shut the door against your face. I'm sorry" she apologized and I leaned on the door hitting my head on it.
"Sir" Filda walked up to me . "Sir are you okay?" She asked, "I am. I have to go"
"You don't look like you're in good state to drive"
"Filda I'm okay. I'm fine" I assured walking away.