Forever, Mitchell - Episode 24

Don't do that... Don't try to make me fall for you again - Mitchell Miller 

I feel myself moving, what's going on? Is my bed moving or am I dreaming? 

I open my eyes when I feel my body settle and I see that I'm back to the room, the stupid dreaded room. 

Xaviers room. 

"What are you doing?" I ask the big cold man standing in front of me and he raises his head. 

"I told you not to move" 

"You told me not to move from this house, not this room, I don't want to stay here,I'm going back to my room." 

So, long story short, it's been 6 days since the Kenny episode and Xavier had been gone for all of it. 

I couldn't take it anymore, being surrounded with his stuff so I moved rooms, I got myself another room on this floor. 

He mustn't have liked that because I'm back here, this stupid room, by the looks of it he's just coming. 

"Do not take a step from there Mitchell" 

"But..." 

"Why? Why do you need your own room when this one is functioning and okay? Is it so that you can cheat on me with my brother?" He asks and the tiredness on his face is plain, so is the anger. 

I just watch him with dead eyes, he shouted that and I'm sure everyone heard. 

"That was a low blow Xavier "I say and he rears back, this is the first time I've called him his name properly. 

"I told you I never slept with Kenny, I didn't sleep with Tyler either, I'm not going to start now" I say and I don't want to admit his accusation had hurt more than I should have excepted . 

Although we fight alot I've come to see him as a rock, a solid thing that's not going to change how he feels about me..

He hates me and it has been established. 

I pick my night robe and wrap it around myself, brushing past him and out of the room. 

He does not hold me back. 

I walk down the stairs and last the kitchen, making my way barefooted to the foyer. 

I'm so tired. 

I want to be anywhere but here, I want to be in my own little apartment drinking beer and watching goT

Why can't I have that? Why do I have to be married at my age to a man who is going to drop me one day? 

Hello, God, this wasn't what we planned. 

I hardly ever think of my parents, I hardly ever think of my father but I find myself wondering where he is. Is he thinking of me? Is he trying to find me? 

I feel the tears roll down my face and I swipe at it, but I can't control myself, more come and I silently sob, my shoulders shaking. 

I feel a hand turning me into a chest and I go willingly. 

"Hey now, you are okay" Tyler's voice feels my ear and I sob into his shoulder. 

When I finally end my tears I raise my head, I feel an headache and I know that it's because it's been so long since I've cried. 

I never cry. 

"You okay?" Tyler asks and I shake my head. 

"I heard you and Xavier fighting.

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. Again" He says and I nod. 

"It's because of me isn't it?" He asks and I begin to lie.... 

"I think the whole house heard his accusation Mitchell, no need to deny" He says and pure shame swamps me. 

"I'm sorry Tyler, I'm sorry you are going through this because of me, wait okay? Wait for me, I'm gonna leave Xavier, I hope you will be there when I do" I say earnestly. 

I know something is wrong when he begins to shake his head. 

"Tyler?" 

"I have to let you go Mitchell" 

"What?" I whisper brokenly, my heart breaking. 

"I have to let you go, don't you see? Xavier is only angry because he knows of our feelings for each other, He knows that I love you, he's going to continue being angry at you and he's going to hurt you, i love you too much to watch that happen" He says and another fresh tears take over. 

He pulls me into a hug and I push at his chest, he doesn't let go so I begin to beat at him. 

"Why? Why? Why did you have to make me fall for you when you knew you were going to do this to me?You're hurting me Tyl!" I shout and his eyes looks dull. 

He's hurting too, I know a word from me is going to make him better but I don't want him to be, I want him to suffer like I am suffering. 

I don't deserve this! I don't! All I did was fall in love, all I did was trying to live like other girls my age do. 

I pull away from him, running blindly away and into the house, I rest against a wall and my hand goes to my chest. 

Why does this hurt so much? 

I begin to slide to the ground and I don't finish my desent because Xavier is there, catching me. 

He carries me directly from the sitting room and on our way I see a few of the staff looking at us, madam K amongst them. 

He carries me to our bed and he lays me down. 

"That's enough tears from you" He says and I sob harder. 

He gets on the bed, facing away from me and I don't know why I do it but I move toward him, hugging his back. 

He doesn't say a word, just turn towards me and I get snuggled into his chest, I begin to calm when his scent fills my nose, his hand is on my back, steady. 

Even as I drift I know that there is a definite change to our relationship. I and  Xavier's. 

AN

Finally, finally you guys, romance is here! Enjoy o