Broken sisters - Episode 2

 

They say when everything comes crashing it gets worst but I guess you also return back to where it all started. Here am I again in a bar trying to forget wishing I never met him. Could life be so cruel? Or could it all be happening in my head? who is going catch me when I fall? my mom died when I was still too young to remember my Sonia is the only family I know, she is the only person that never broke my heart, I guess records are meant to be broken the same goes for the heart. Someone please save me from my thoughts, save me from this drowning emotions of darkness. All this thoughts running through my head and probably my heart.
CLAIRE:( stretching her hands for the whole bottle of alcohol):
Hey bartender!! How can the world be so cruel? Or even the heart so stupid? Something meant to pump blood and keep me alive is killing me could that even be possible?
Bartender:
Sometimes things go out of their way its our duty to set them in order. Boyfriend issues right?
Claire:
Boyfriend issues, family issues let me summarize it universe issues.
How could he be dating my sister..I mean of all the millions of guys and girls it was jack or Adams which ever he is that whore saw. I don't even know who I'm more mad at Jack or Sonia.
Bartender:
A little tip angel.. don't let it stop you think why would hearts be breakable if they weren't meant to be broken.. I mean that's why bartenders exist because bars exist..
 I kissed James(The bartender) in less than two minutes we were at the back of the bar having what I can only describe as wild escape s-x even if I was running from myself it still caught up with me as I pushed him and said I'm sorry while rushing out like something was after me. When he said "don't come to the bar send them instead." What could he possibly mean well that was the least of my worries now as I have no were to sleep I can't sleep with that whore.. just as I stepped outside the bar into the cold freezing night wind I saw what I would never wish even my enemy to see. 
Claire:
(Rectorical) 
You do have guts you know?? both of you really? For God's sake I don't want..
Jack interrupts me saying "we were worried about you, so we deci...."
Before he could finish he felt my hands hit his face as hard as I possibly could. "You were worried? I wonder were this jack was few hours ago plus that doesn't explain why you are with this whore.." I immediately walked pass them when I heard Sonia.
Sonia:
I might be a whore but you are definitely worst.

Tears rolled down my eyes repeatedly as I barely held my self upright slowly I walked away as I said "please just go love your monster". It felt like a load of tears was racing to leave my eyes as I held myself tightly asking am I really not lovable so this is what Sonia thinks of me before I could finish thinking this all thoughts fought for a space in my head reality is here, it's my Judgement day. Jack really chose her over me he really did say it to my face he was just getting back at her? I was just collateral damage I wasn't even worth anything to him. He didn't have to think before choosing her. Worst of all my sister blames me for loving him how could I possibly know when I never met any of her boyfriends she was the family whore obviously but could anything really be worst what am I exactly how did I get here. I probably should just die That was the only thought in my head whispering gently to me as I walked on the bridge I made up my mind I'm dying I might as well just end the pains climbing to the top of the bridge I stared deep into the waters but I felt the weight on my legs I just couldn't lift it up tears poured out my face as I made up my mind I was going to take this leap  then his face flashed through all my memories Gabriel my first boyfriend. My hands were just about to fall of when I heard a voice thankfully it wasn't in my head as usual
" Do it!! In your next life you probably going to do it again." It said. I turned to see what I describe as a classic car parked and a sure rich b-tch smoking right in front of someone who is about to kill herself but still I couldn't find the words to say I really was hoping she would just say more. And she did  Life is b-tch the only way to win is be a better b-tch." She paused then said common no matter what it is it doesn't deserve your life " she gestured at me to join her as I followed immediately into her car she didn't say much except her name Sandra as we drove down to her house obviously she is rich I knew that since but then how does she get her money could it be her parents or... I didn't know what to think other than to watch and listen as she showed me around the and said "welcome to your new life it's your second chance go take a shower and rest tomorrow we get you started." Started on what? How to take life by it's own game or what? I guess I'm about to find out.