Beyond captivating - Episode 34

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Silvia POV

I woke up looking more like a worn out doll,
In the last three years I wouldn't deny this has been the worst sleep I've ever had ...
God, all I kept doing was thinking and dreaming about Lucas...
What is this, I feel so ashamed of myself right now ..
Thought i hated him so much ....
Why this now, why do I feel so aching right here, in my heart
Why was I jealous of him getting married,
Gosh,
I was so sure i hated him .. Those fury i unleashed at the local field when he had terrified me with his accusations of knowingly probing my self in front of him, his strength, his stand ....his height ,his looks
I hated everything
I recalled gradually the hatred I felt for him for leaving me back in the rain ..
The beatings I gave him, those slaps and kicks ,,
Thought I hated him

And gradually
I recalled my own loosening, the burgeoning sense of femininity which Lucas had drawn from me,, the well of emotion within me which attested to that awakening . his lips, his hands, his body which set me trembling even at the memory.
The emptiness within me,was the same as the thought of being raped and dumped ...have never felt as hollow even when I had came to the  conclusion nate had left me for good ..
I feel so terribly ashamed of myself right now..

Read " The fugitive " by the same author ( Op. Amina )

. cause through the night
I only imagined what it might be like to make love with Lucas,
Gosh to be lying, right then, beside him

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. To touch him, to trace the firm contours of his beautiful form, to explore the depths of his
masculinity, to let him show me the world of Joy which my own sexuality crave for

Furiously, i blinked away the tears that
gathered beneath my lids as I recall the anger and hatred i saw in his eyes last night

I am nothing but horror to him ,,so that tells me
I need to stop , I need to focus on why I end being here at the first place...
I hate men that's it ,, and I can never fall for any ...not again ...never

Almost tiredly I pull the blanket aside and went downstairs ,after yawning and stretching my body ... i walked slowly towards Jamie room ,
I hope he's awake
I opened the door slowly and instantly my eyes went huge .

Jamie was sitting like a chief on the big bed ,all looking well attended to and handsome he didn't see me though

While Mrs Tyson and some few maids moves here and there as if they could be attending to some president ...

A lot of kids stuff was placed on the tiled floor,
Cloths, shoes, toys, wallpaper, candies , and so much more

I gasped when i glance up at the wall  clock it wasn't long for me to realise they might have probably went for shopping while I was still on bed

A maid was organizing his bath stuff, packing it nice and neat in a clear shower caddy.

"Margret put some shampoo in the bathroom  ,,he will need some ,,cause of his hair"

"The once made from Paris or italy ma'am ” the maid ask her

"both" she says

"You can dress that up or down."
She directed a maid who was decorating different kinds of toys on the big bed which was twice the size back at home ...

I stare at Jamie, he was pulling up a smile and joyously shaking his body
My god, Mrs Tyson is gonna spoilt this boy ...

She finally sat on the bed wiping a sweat off her fore head as she direct the packing process 

"Martha, make sure that wall paper glue perfectly "

"alright ma'am"

I stare at the wall paper ,,which shows the pictures of his favorite cartoon

My God ,,

Jamie chuckled, as she pressed her hand on his checks.

"Jamie do you like it"

With all broader smile he shook his head happily

My god, look at him, I've never seen him smile like that before,
Damn ,this boy is gonna turn exactly as Lucas if Mrs Tyson keeps spoiling him like this ....

"Margaret you are too slow start hanging his cloths ,,"

"Perfume,, he is a big boy  ,,arrange some perfume into his trolley"

She picked up a lolly pop and open  .....

joyously with more broader smile pulling on his face... Jamie pushed it into his mouth while he licked it with one of his eyes closed ...

Gosh ,heaven that boy has never licked a lollipop, not in the presence of my mum
Ground swallow me up ,, what is this ???

"We are gonna hang the air freshener later , arrange the chocolates candies ,lollipops ,,biscuits, to the lower edge of his trolley"

In fact I could have stood on my head the whole time no one noticed I was at the entrance until I cleared my throat...

When Jamie saw me ...
He struggled himself down almost rolling off the bed

"mommmmmmmm,"

With his now red lips while he hold my left leg

My eyes went huge ...

"Ma'am" I stare up at her

She smile towards me ,,

"Silvia, you do not have to worry yourself as long as Jamie is here ,, you just have to relax,"

I clear my tone,

"But ma'am this is too much, you know his school "

She laughed

"I know that darling, I've talked to your mum ,,,she assure me she's gonna be sending him over for the weekends"

"You can go freshen up okay,,Jamie come here"

Without giving it a second thought Jamie raced back to her while he jump happily...
I was unable to stand the sight of her spoiling act anymore ...
Hurriedly I closed the door behind me before racing upstairs...

*****

After taking my bath,,  i cant believe i end up putting on a petite structured flare sleeve cold shoulder dress, a short one to be precise ,,
I gasped ,at the site of my exposed kneel and the wideness of my hips,,
When last have I put on this kind of dress ,
What are you doing Silvia.....
This kinda dress isn't meant for a karate...
I keep battling with my thought
It took no time for me to realise I actually dressed up cause Lucas would be back home today ...
Gosh ,,this is so embarrassing,, I feel so ashamed of myself ...

I keep staring at my curvy figure in the mirror when I heard on a knock on the door ...
Slowly I moved towards the door only to meet with a smile on Elliot lips as he scan my whole ...

"My god Silvia ,you are looking great " he said almost shouting

I laughed nervously before adjusting the dress to my kneel...

"Isn't it awkward"

"Did you say awkward, its nice .... I never knew I mean those bigger cloths of yours hides so much of your hips,"

I roll up my eyes

"you know I just felt a little change would be good, let's just say I wanna blend among my friends" I laughed before moving  towards the mirror to grab a comb only to see him still scanning my form through the mirror...
I was glad another knock came from the door....
Almost shyly I went downstairs with him along with two other maid who came to deliver some of the shopping Mrs Tyson got for me ...
 

******
Hours later

I was receiving my friends call at the corner of the room complaining with fact that they weren't able to reach with Celine  when I heard Jamie tone ...

"Lucas Tyson Is here mum, waooo he is so handsome "

And there my heart skipped ..
I glanced at the entrance curiously not minding the fact that I was on call.
As expected
My eyes went huge when he came in ...
Pale skin and looking as deadly handsome than have ever seen him..

Gosh what was his secret really ,,he should be growing less handsome and not more
That outfit Elliot chooses was damn ...
It fitted perfectly to his strong frame 
The sight of him looking like some model was enough to sent my heart pounding in double ,,

"Lucasssssssss tysooooonn"

And when I saw him carry Jamie up to his arms with all broader smile, some thing got struck in my throat ....

I staggered back before leaning my form on whatever
Goshh
I was glad Elliot came towards me ,,and my heart instantly felt relieved..

I have to find a way to get him out of my head, or else am gonna go crazy there is no two ways about it ....

Lucas POV:

I took in several swallow of the scalding wine before pushing my hand into my hair...
Gosh what the hell is this
That woman was suppose to be a threat to my life,,

She destroyed my face for heaven sake ,,
She is nothing but an horror kinda woman ....

I hit my fist on the brown polished wool angrily
Yet why do I found myself getting jealous unnecessarily ..
Elliot liked her ,, not that I should care,
in fact it shouldn't concern me at all ,,
That kiss we shared was only anomaly I better get it ,, get it straight that it only came out of unbridled lust ...
But Yet the memory of that lips of hers, firm and hungry against mine wouldn't go for once ,

(Now I was starting to get lost)

of my arms wrapped around her like a band of flesh covered steel ,,of the length of her legs pressed against mine while I took in that kissable lips of hers into mine ....or the look of barely restrained passion of her warm brown eyes looking right into mine .. the nakedness of that sexy body of hers ,,full and curvy , damn !!!how she felt so soft beneath that robe

Elliottttttttt
I can't let him ....
I cant let him feel all those,, never

My eyes went huge when I remembered his word ....

"Break fast man"
Of course that taunting grin meant she's gonna be there

She's gonna be there of course ,, the hell ,, ...

my head sprang up with the thought of him taking a seat beside her ...
Gosh,
I ran like a mad man ,,I was able to form posh few feet away from the dinning though ...
I was trying to hold my breath when i felt some stare on me ....
Slowly i lifted my gaze up only to meet with the stares of some maids.....

Gosh these uglies .

i sent them a wolf look

"What the hell are you staring at huh, what huh!!" I almost spat at one in the face ..

"will you f-cking move that tiny legs of yours" I watch as they all ran towards a direction like some sick chicken...

Slowly i move towards the dining Only to stood at the entrance with my hand racking through my hair at the sight of him sitting right beside her ..

My eyes went huge ...

"Did he just hold her hand"

What what what???

What is this ??

Gosh am gonna destroy elliotttttttttt....
Right nowwwwwwwwww
A voice screaming inside of me almost blow my head off ...

I swallowed repeatedly at the sight of her smiling towards him and saying only God knows what ,
And right there I felt my inside boil with rage ,,
She kept smiling at Elliot ,, she kept smiling and smiling at him dammit .... has she for once smile at me ...I never recall any memory of that ...

i hold my form intently to the entrance all fully frustration mounting and it just as  if am about to die,, I was sweating profusely ,,at the same time gasping for air ...
i couldn't take my eyes off her...
why does she has to to put on that kind of dress today of all day ...
Why does she has to look this beautiful  yet keep smiling in front of that mad taunter..
Gosh how much I wish I've never kissed her...
How much I wish have never tasted her sweetness ...
Clearly riding my mind off this woman is not gonna be that simple...
No I shook my head slightly..
"No ,, its not gonna be"
Despite all those beatings she gave me ,
Despite telling me clearly that she out of bounds ...
Gosh Lucas , wake up , this is not you ,, dammit

I lean against the entrance and hit my  head slightly on the door edge

I turn to stare at her , my gaze went straight to her exposed legs ...damn she has great legs ...I was starting to get lost  only to suddenly meet with Elliot stare ...he tossed his head slightly before winking back at me  ....

My head instantly made a double spark..
He knew I was here all along
Did he???  Did he ????

Bastarddddddddddddddddddddddddd

I was about running ahead to grab that long neck of his when I heard my mums sweet accent..

Damn!!! my third step got struck on the tiled flood

"Lucas why are you standing there ,, come on its your favourite "

I fumbled to hold my stand and there when she glanced back our eyes met ...
She was fast to shift though ...
I bit my lower lips to hold back the anger boiling in me at the smirk that grew at the corner of Elliot lips ,, I stood there like a statue for a moment ,
Wishing I was able to grab that giraffe  neck of his ...

F*ck am gonna destroy this guy ,,

But i  manage to schooled my expression up at my mum...I try squeezing a smile in other not to reveal nothing from the riotous emotions going through me....

"Alright mum"

But the heavy veins and sweats coming out of my body says it all ...i was all boiling in rage ,,, jealous to the extreme...if only she could smile at me too

I took a seat ,, and glance around the table I knew she was staring at me , why was she staring at me ,, i hope she  felt so good now that she destroyed my face ,,

My mouth watered when I realise   some of the food neatly placed on the large modern dining table contains ,salad and steak

..."man look at you ,,the f-ck you are sweating like a pig "

I knew that voice ,,the same kinda of voice Jack and himself used back at the club ...
My eyes went huge when
I saw the tauting smirk at the corner of his lips, almost seductively he winked his left eye at me before pushing whatever he is eating into his mouth ...

Goshhhhh I clenched my fist and gritted my teeth hard to hold back the foul words am about blurting out ..

"Lucas you are sweating ,,are you okay" mum called ...

"Yes mum" I squeezed a smile towards her direction

This time When I noticed she and my mum wasn't looking I sent him a warning finger instead ....

Almost quietly
"You touch her again you die ,, you got it "
He raised his brows towards me before smiling..

I frowned ....What the hell is Elliott pulling at ...the f-ck I feel like sending my fist right on that big mouth of his

Slowly I glance side ways at her,,only to found myself blinking rapidly , no make up whatsoever,
God she looks so clean and soft ...
I swallowed repeatedly when the flash back on how she was shaking her hips came,, as strict as she is ,,so she also dance .....

I kept staring at her charade all the while.. how she pour herself some water,, and there  my gaze went straight to that love lips of hers, how it felt so sweet and soft ..
Goosebumps rose in my face ..
...I started licking my lips before I realise it

When I noticed Elliot stare
I sent him an eagle glance before grabbing a plate of steaks ..I reached for a brightly colored linen napkin and place it on my laps

"And Jamie"

I knew she turn her gaze at me ,,but mine was shifted to my mum instead

"where is he"

Mum was on the verge of speaking when the little boy came running in ..he ran towards my direction instead of his mum ...

"Lucas Tyson ,,"

"Preety boy Where were you all the while ..." I smile towards him...

"I went to to use the toilet"

I frowned ...

"Alone "

"No With the maid"

" Look Mrs Tyson brought me a new cloth " and there he started dancing

"Gosh look at you Jamie ,, you are so good looking...gosh your dancing steps are killing"

"You are such a good dancer Jamie" mum laughed

I was laughing along with her only to stop when we heard her voice

"Jamie where are your manners huh ,, you should call her grannie and not that ,, now go apologize" she scolded him

Slowly with a sad eye he walk towards my mum...

"Am sorry grannie ,,,I love you "

"I love you too Jamie ,," mum carried him up to her laps before ordering the maids around to go bring his food...

Must she scold him ,,he's just a little boy for Christ sake ,
Why is she Always so strict and scary.
But I couldn't form out any words,,

I reached for my fork
My eyes was on Elliot the whole time we ate, I was watching him strictly ,, studying every move he made ,,
my eyes were like those of hawk watching its prey,,ready for just the precise moment to pounce ..
I swear if he try touching her then am gonna throw these steaks right on his face,,
Thank goodness he didn't ,,

After breakfast ,, she was helping the Maid's in clearing the table almost hurriedly I went ahead to pull my arms around Elliot ,

"Man...what the hell is this ,,
will you f-cking leave my arms"  he said quietly ...

"Guys you going out " mum called ...she was busy feeding Jamie the rest of his food , when I grin towards her

"No mum ,, emm"

Elliot tried struggling off my arm but i squeezed more of my hold intently around him
We were of the same height so it wasn't much of an effort ...

"No mum,,emm,,we have some unfinished business, so we gonna be at the casino room, right Elliot " I fake a smile towards him"

"Rightt" he freed himself before smirking and walking more like an English man outside ,,...

God am gonna kill that guy...
More in zombie manner I raced after him ....

"Eliooooottttttttt"

......................
Guys

Its not shaku shaku this time oooo..

me am already dancing zanku leg works to the left side... Lol...

I wish you could see me right now ,, my dancing steps na die oo

A kissing scene from our two heroes...
Who wants that ??

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Thanks lots of love. ..

Before I forget..... abeg help me warn Mrs tyson,, make she no spoil Jamie as she take spoil Lucas ooo ....what na???