Trapped In a Jungle - Episode 14

 

HUSNAH

The pain in my chest was unlike anything i have ever felt. It aches a lot, deep inside. I could hear it pieces broken, shattered into thousands and millions of pieces. I fought so hard to open my eyes, they just won't even flip a little.

I shifted uncomfortably at the iron bed i was lying on. God! Where the hell am i? This isn't my kinged sized bed, the one Abbah bought me, the one i have home . Nabeel's home. My hate beat increased as soon as the name nabeel popped into my head.

Nabeel

Nabeel

Nabeel

With each passing moment, my heart beat increases as the name Nabeel echo all over the room. I was afraid, afraid. I felt my body trembling and tears rolling down my cheeks. I was trembling..... Like am gonna explode any moment from now.

And then....

I felt  Strong hand pushing me down on the bed, as fought to free myself, my eyes still closed.

"Stay still!" A voice I'll remember in my dream, in reality, in daytime or during the night. In happiness or sadness. A voice that will forever remain in my heart, my head... Buried deep within my soul. I suddenly have the courage to open my eyes.

Nabeel!.

I didn't know how it happened, i couldn't even recall what happened, all i did was shout on top of my voice, a voice i never knew i had that loud.

"Help" i yelped

"Stay still husnah" he tried cooing me, but i was super afraid of him.

"Let go of me please" i yelled again "ka tausayamun mana" i said, breaking down. I could feel my throat so dry

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. He let go of me. And without second thoughts, i removed the drip attached to my left hand and made to get up.

A sharp pain welcomed me, and i couldn't help but cry out loud.

"Handemin boni yoyo" i blurted out. I couldn't even sit up right. I had to lie down again, my heart beating like its gonna rip me apart.

Nabeel made a move closer to me, and my eyes spotted a scissors by the bedside. I didn't hesitate to pick it up, fidgeting it on my left hand

"The moment you add one more step, I'll cut myself". I threatened.

He stepped back. I could see a look of sorrow in his eyes. I hate him! I hate him way too much!.

I couldn't control my tears, so i let them flow, i wanna cry out my sorrows, but sorrows like this never find their way out of someone's heart. It takes time.....Maybe forever.

"I hate you Nabeel. I'll never forgive you for this pain, this is the worst thing I've ever face. MARITAL RAPE! How could you Nabeel? How? You hate me that much? You ruined my life, broke my heart into pieces, shattered my dreams. Trampled on every single hope i have for loving you and working this marriage out. I was putting my all into it, trying to make us fall inlove with each other, ashe i was wrong, deep inside your heart was a plan for you TO RAPE ME. Haba Nabeel! Am your wife Goddammit!" I broke down completely, burying my head in my hands. I felt like my eyes are gonna pop out of their sockets any moment from now. "I hate you! I hate you! I hate you Nabeel!" I yelled.

He made a move closer to me, my heart beat increased, as fear gripped my soul. My heart was pounding so hard, loudly. I put my hand on my chest as the beating increased.

"D..an Allah.. do...n't com..e any.. closer.." I stammered. He still stop, his eyes hold emotions i don't know of.

"Dan...dan...dannn...." I tried to speak up, but my voice choked up. My eyes shutting....i tried so hard to keep them open, i just couldn't.

Darkness. I was in complete darkness.

NABEEL

What have i done? Yaa rabbi! I've made a huge mess. My wife, my Asma'a.....i raped her! Lord....this isn't me.

She just fainted for the second time. I only made a move to talk to her. Is she that afraid of me now? Lord! No...this can't be. I didn't know what came over me, i just loose my senses at the sight of her.

"You should have asked politely mister" my self conscious reminded me.

"But what if she didn't yield to my request?" 

"You still should have asked. If she Denys the marital right, then beg. Or are you too big to beg?"

Dammit! I'm going crazy. I was sitting the room she was admitted. I can't even think straight, neither can i think of something to do. I know she's emotionally broke. Completely broken.

I was tired of standing, so i made my way to sit on a bench outside the room since the doctors are attending to her.

My phone buzzed....FAREEDAH. I've almost forgot i had another wife, a wife i claim to love more than anything. How did i even forget about her?

"Reedah" i chirped in slowly.

"Baby, good morning" she answered

"Morning, kin tashi lafiya?" I replied, still sounding sad. I wanted her to notice and ask me what's wrong but she didn't.

"I'll be coming back tomorrow. Am done over here" she said happily.

Lord! Not now! Not when am in this mess. No!

"Are you sure? I thought saura kwana biyar before you are done?" I asked. Am praying deep inside She'll extend her stay. But to my uttermost dismay...

"No baby. Am missing you so very much. I booked a plane already, expect me tomorrow morning. I love you". And she ended the call.

A day later

I just don't know what to do next. I had to call Amrah to come take care of husnah. The very moment i step my foot into the room, she cry like her eyes are gonna pop out. I had to stop going in there.

Her words touched my heart.

"Amrah, i never knew he hates me this much, from what i know...only an enemy can have a evil mind like this. I'm his wife, i deserve a little respect. Amrah am trying, am still trying to make him love me....he had eyes for my body only..why didn't he just ask? Why did he have to rape me Amrah? Why? Why?" She said crying. 

I could hear her beating her chest "it pains here, it hurts a lot. I feel empty. I hate him, i hate him, i hate him more than anything in this world".

I pepped through the doorknob and i saw her clutching her legs so tight.

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. Crying.

Crying 

Mehn! Am in soup. I forgot totally that Fareedah is coming back today. I slipped down to the floor. Wishing i didn't do what i did to her. If only i can turn back time and reverse everything.

My eyes caught a foot standing in front of me. They look exactly like that of fareedah!

Lord! No! I looked up quickly and my eyes locked up with hers. Behind her where people i never wanted to know what happened.

What the hell is happening here?".

Fear gripped my heart and i began to tremble. Fareedah was crying, her eyes filled with sorrow and so where the ladies behind her. As for the guys...i saw a look if hatred there.

#sniffs#
I don't like emotional chappies, but i have to write them. Am feeling your pain husnah #clutching my heart#. I'm so sorry.

Nabeel! Why na? Why did you have to do it this way? Hiyam hating you.
#sniffs# #blows nose with jewel's shirt#.
Bye everyone
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Mjay