Sound of heartbreak

SOUND OF HEARTBREAK.
I have chosen to love you the most when you least deserve it, because I feel you need it more. U push me away! 
You do not reach out, and when I do, you feel am too soft and clingy and can't do without you. You say that makes me unattractive!
You don't trust anybody, you feel emotion is a weakness. You are wrong, but you feel you are right.  There will come a time when I wunt care and pull myself apart to breathe the air of survival, but when you realize, you come begging and I forgive. I will forgive!!
You are proud, too proud. I feel for you; no longer in the way lovers do, but in a compassionate manner. You have become a magnet for pain, your heart is now a storehouse for depression, your friends an object for anger transfer.
Your eyes tell me you need someone.
Someone who can break your wall of bullshit.
Someone who when you talk would listen to your heart and not your words.   I will not give up on you, not because I want to hold on to you.
I feel even as smart as you are, you have not learnt that true love is beyond the definition of yourself, it is when the mirror of you which you see is in the person of someone else.
Until you learn this; you will not be truly happy.