If I were not me

IF I WERE NOT ME....

IF I WERE NOT ME
I WOULD LET MY MIND WANDER
IN THE DEPTH OF CEASELESS LONE
AND FETCH FRUSTRATES
THAT WILL FOREVER BE ALIVE
AND ENVELOPE WITH THE CONFUSE.

IF I WERE NOT ME
I WOULD NOT HAVE A NAME
WHICH HAS RISEN FROM YOUR PRETTY CALL
IN THE NAME OF FOREMOST
I WOULD BE LEFT BY THE UNKEPT
SORTING OUT UNCLEAR SEENS

IF I WERE NOT ME
HOW WOULD I FIND A GEM?
WHOSE ARRIVAL I NEVER KNEW
WHOSE WORDS SOOTHES
WHOSE TOUCH MELTED MY ICE
AND WHOSE KISS KINDLED

IF I WERE NOT ME
WHAT WOULD I BE OF MATTER?
JUST I WOULD BE WITHOUT YOU
AND STILL LINGER IN EVERPLAY
WITH NO TRUE CONTENTS
AND STILL BE A BLURRY

IF I WERE NOT ME
I WOULD HAVE NO YOU
WITH ZERO DEFINITION
AND BE OF DEGRESS CLOUDS
I WOULD BE FLUSHED OUT
AND STILL IN LOVELESS HEAVY SPIRIT

BUT THANK GOD I AM ME
AND IN THE THREADS OF LIFE
I FOUND A NEW CHAPTER
WITH ONLY YOU AT THE RIGHTFUL BEGINNING